Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Pickin wild flowers

So I realized that I really don't have enough time to write down all the ideas i have for stories. This is slightly aggrivatin cause I literally have so many rackin my brain everyday.. and I prolly forget about a good quarter of them by the time i actually do get to write them down. But hey, can't get everythin. But i did notice that some of the ones i have managed to write down are really good. I just need to expand on them just a little more. AND!! I found a bunch of old stories that I started way back when (in middle school). I bout died but some of them are actually really really good. I was shocked. haha..

I'm also wantin to create a horror villian. My only problem is that i don't want to copy any of the ones that are out there now.. you know like, Freddy and Jason, Chucky, and like Saw. So this'll be somethin that i can spend my saturday day nights workin on when i'm up at 4 in the mornin.

But because I always love outside ideas I'm hopin to get some ideas from my readers. Got anythin good that you'd like to see as a story hit me up in my e-mail or leave a comment..

well, i must get back to work. until we meet again my dear readers. <3

Monday, May 14, 2012

Where i come from rain is a good thing

So I was sittin here at my computer starin at my livejournal account wonderin why I have it when I can just post to my blog. And I haven't posted to my blog in a few months. Although I'm sure yall don't want to hear about my borin life every time I post so I'll try to post other things on here as well… But I guess I could make this as kind of a public journal. My thoughts and opinions that I'll actually let everyone know about. Fun stuff, right?

Ive spent a good portion of my day cleanin a bathroom (which is now cleaner than a 90's Will Smith Rap Song) and doin laundry. I finally have clean clothes! Which is excitin cause I usually make sure everyone elses stuff is clean before I start washin my own stuff. So I'm lucky if I get a load done in a week. But YES! Clean clothes and a now clean bathroom. And I actually have time to chill before I have to clean the kitchen. Which is even more awesome cause I woke up around noon due to some intense pain in the area right under my boob. Very painful. Not sure what happened, I either pulled a muscle, popped the cartilage, or broke a rib. Either way it does not currently hurt and I'm able to breathe without bein in intense pain. So woohoo!

On top of all the pain I was in yesterday it rained all day. Which was great cause I have all my veggies planted and I didn't have to personally water them. However because they're still so tiny a few were drowned due to so much rain. But only a few which is easily fixed so it's okay.

Hmm… what else is there? I have discovered a new way to save my money so that I actually can't spend it. My best friend Kelly gave me a jack daniels bottle to put my money in and the only way I can spend it is if I break the bottle. And well, Kelly said she'd kick my be-hind if I broke it. So guess who's actually got some money saved? This CHICK! *points thumbs at myself* My goal is to buy a new ipod and a laptop. (Yes I already have a laptop but this is the one I use mainly for my music and I'd like to keep it that way. Thus I must invest in a new one! Possibly a pint sized one too so it's easier to make it mobile. We shall see.)

I believe that is all I have for now. (I must get back to bein the stereotypical woman and clean). Until later my dear readers. <3

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger

So I've spent the past 20 hours trying to figure out how my friend can be sad to be alive. I just can't stop thinking about this. I know he has a heart condition and now he's got a head problem (he still needs to get checked out) but for some reason I just can't understand why he is so sad. He's got friends and family who love him and care about him and would drop whatever there doin' just because he needed them.
It's just something that has been racking my brain since I talked to him last night about it. I just don't understand because when i was born I had to be pumped with steriods because my lungs weren't fully developed. I could've died then.. But i didn't. I also have a spinal condition that could've left me without the use of my legs and hydrocephalus (fluid in the brain). I could sit here all day long thinking about what could've been and being depressed about life. I just don't see any reason to do that. I have so many friends who love me and care about me and would do anything for me.
In fact everybody has at least one friend like that... whether you believe it or not. And that means at least one person who loves you and cares about you so much that they would drop everything they're doing just because you need them at that moment. I just wish I could get him to understand this.

"No one has greater love than this, that someone would lay down his life for his friends." (John 15:13 HCSB)

"Don't worry about anything, but in everything, through prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses every thought, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus. Finally rothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable -- if there is any moralexcellence and if there is any praise -- dwell on these things." (Philippians 4:6-8 HCSB)

I just really wanted to share some verses that I've been thinking about on top of the conversation I had with my dear friend.
Love you guys. (and if you have any verses you'd like to share with me or any advice e-mail me at

Monday, February 6, 2012

For God so loved the WORLD

So just a few hours ago my relationship with my fiancee ended. We'd been together for two years and were to get married in September.. We got into a huge fight over something that was said that lead to so much other stuff being brought in and we realized that things just weren't going to work out. We've come to an agreement that it would be better to start over as friends and just go from there (but we will probably never date again). We've pretty much realized that this was Gods way of showing us that things weren't going o work out and we're just glad that He showed us before we got married because things would've just ended so much worse.

Although I'm okay with it... I think.. Well, at least I will be okay...

After Thadeus and I ended things I decided that I really needed some frozen yogurt and to just spend some time chillin'. So i spent almost three hours hanging out with my friend Neil eatin' frozen yogurt and listenin' to music in his jeep. (a.k.a his baby). We parted ways (because he needed to get his baby home to get her fixed..) As soon as I got home though I pretty much just broke down and started bawling like a big huge baby... But it's okay because I just ended something that lasted so long.
ANYWAYS! As I was sitting there on the couch feeling so sorry and broken hearted I said a small prayer. Nothing huge or fancy just 'Father I'm sorry.. please just help me through this'. And just like that, everything was okay and I just had this huge and wonderful realization. I realized that for the past two years I have been focusing on my relationship with my fiancee and an earthly love that I had totally forgotten about my relationship with God and his eternal love. Needless to say he reminded me of it. And oh man is it wonderful.

I still love my now ex fiancee and I will always care about him, but I really believe that if we're truely meant to be together than we will be together.. and if God has other people in store for us than that's how it will be. I have placed my life in God's hand and I need to start living like it.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

To all my fellow UPSer's out there.. Beware the tram drivers!

So I know I haven't posted on here recently.. However it only seems fitting that I make a post warning my fellow UPS workers about the dangers of the tram drivers. On Monday my friend Michael was run of the round by our parking lot by a tram driver and crashed into a fire hydrant. He broke his nose and fracture the bone under his left eye. I ask that you keep him in your prayers because we want him to have a fast and successful recovery... We all miss him at work.

One of the main things that I really want to bring to light though is how some of these tram drives don't really care about over cars on the road. One such example is running people off the roads. AND roads that are really narry and already hard to drive on. What really makes this worse is that the tram driver who drove my friend off he road kept on driving and just told the other tram drives that someone ran off the road.. She never stopped to make sure he was okay and I'm guessing she never assumed that maybe she was the one who ran him off the road. SHE JUST KEPT DRIVING!! She dropped the people on the tram off and went and picked up more people. HOW CRAZY IS THIS?!?!

I mean seriously! How many people driving home from work think "oh... today's the day i'm going to crash into the fire hydrant... LET'S GO!". Noone does! Cause that's crazy. AND!! come to find out... The driver who ran him off the road is stilling driving these trams! We're all trying to figure out why she hasn't gotten fired yet.. and to add the icing to the cake.. I was almost ran off the road last night leaving work... by the same tram driver!
We are truly thankful that Michael walked away with only a broken nose and a totalled car...
But it just makes me wonder.. How bad does someone have to get hurt before something is done? Does someone have to die before they fire one of these tram drivers for wreckles driving? Before UPS widens a road that should've been widened before they opened that parking lot? Honestly! Ask yourself, how bad does something have to be before anything gets taken care of..

Just some food for thought.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Wacky Website Wednesday

First I would like to say that I'm glad that I'm posting again so soon. Second I would like to say that I have officially started planning my wedding. I ordered the dress patterns for my bridesmaids dresses. Within the next few days I plan to start working out the wording for the invitations so  can get those put togethere and ready to send out. I know I'll be doing that pretty early but I want to make sure I get them done. (I have a tendency to procrastinate)

Now with it being wednesday I would like to propose a tradition to be started on my blog... Wacky Website Wednesday!
Today's website isn't too wacky but I still found it rather interesting. The website is
I stumbled upon this website while watching tv the other night. On the home page you can watch the commercials staring Rip the Drip as he makes people who waste water feel very weird. You can read Rip's bio and follow him on twitter and facebook. They have tips to help you stop wasting wate, like turning the faucet off when you're brushing your teeth and tightening leaky faucets. And if your really feeling bold you can take a test to see how weird you are (how much you know when it comes to saving water).
I hope I have tempted you enough to go check out and learn how to reduce your water bill (and to meet Rip).

Monday, January 2, 2012

Happy New Year!

So I'm slightly disappointed that I couldn't get my blog up and running by the first of the year. Although it's okay that I'm getting it up and running by the third. My main problem was mostly just trying to figure out a basis for my blog and with that a name. I think I've found a really good idea and I'm hoping that I can keep up with it.

So I want to start with say HAPPY NEW YEAR!! I hope everyone had a wonderful time and had loads of fun whatever they were doing when the ball droped. I spent that evening chillin' on the couch coughing my head off. It was deffinately lots of fun.
I hope everyone is looking forward to the new year. I know I am. I'm getting married on September 15.. So I get to spend the next 9 months planning my wedding. I'm looking forward to it but I'm also nervous and I know I will get totally stressed out. I know in the end though that it will be worth it.

Well, I guess now it's time to get to the new years resolutions... We all make them and most of us never keep them. FUN FUN FUN! Yes.. I even made a few myself... I'm just hoping i can keep them.

My New Years Resolutions:
1. Read through the bible.
         - this is actually more of a goal than a resolution. I tried to read through the bible last year and the year before and each time failed with epic proportion. So i'm hoping this year will be more successful.

2. Get in shape
         - I feel so lame putting this on my list because it seems like I do every year and every year I just don't try. However, I believe that getting married in September will help me to be successful with this resolution. Every girl wants to look and feel her best on her big day. I know I look good... But I don't feel good about myself.

3. Get organized.
         - My main problem right now is that I don't have anywhere to put things. I've got one room to store all my art supplies, my yarn and sewing supplies, and have my bedroom... It makes things a little cramp and very unorganized... I also have a hard time getting rid of some things that I know I need to get rid of. My grandmother died last year and March and when we cleaned out her attic I brought home a lot of old books that really should have been thrown away. They have lots of dirt over them from the remodel on her house and they're at the point that it's not worth cleaning them.

I guess that's it for my resolutions and for my post. I shall write again soon. :)